Discovering Myself

You'd think after almost 19 years of living with myself I'd know who I am by now. But that's not the case. I'm still trying to figure it out. However, there are a few things I do know about myself for sure, and in order for anyone to really know who I am I think they should be made aware of them as well.

I am Josh Kelly. Confused. Searching. Quick to love. Quick to forgive. Slow to recover. Still wounded. Sometimes hurting. Happiest when the people I care about are happy. Fighting everything. Trying to figure out what I believe. Obsessed with the idea of love. Often lonely. Growing up. Frightened. Excited about life. Hating change. Trust issues. Socially awkward. Secretly introverted. Panic attacks when left alone to think for too long. Loves to be around people. Communication problems. Good at keeping it all hidden.