I dunno

I get to the point where I'm doing so well. Things are good. My head is on straight. I'm in a great mood. I have hope. Things make sense. Everything is just as good as I can possibly expect it to be.

And then... I see something.

It all changes. It shakes my entire being. I know nothing has actually changed. Things are exactly the way they were the day before, and every single day before that. But certain things inside my head change. I fall apart. And I have no one to talk to about it.