Today, And Tomorrow

I am currently unemployed. It wasn't on purpose. I left my job because I thought I had another one lined up. But that didn't pan out. I could have taken back my two weeks notice, my boss really liked me. But I have a ton of school related stuff that I'm just not getting done. I figured I'll accomplish all that, and I'll also have a lot more time to spend on my creative projects. So, I don't have a source income right now, but I feel that this is a good place for me for the time being.

Mentally and emotionally, I'm doing really well. I've worked some things out in my head that needed to be worked out. As much as I want to give people advice and hope, I've learned that people often have to figure things out for themselves. I pray that something I say could help them figure that stuff out, and maybe there's hope in knowing that you will sort it all out eventually.

I'm good at the moment. Sure, I don't have everything the way I'd like for it to be, but life is looking good. I'm full of hope. I have some good friends. I choose to be positive every single day. I let myself feel what I need to feel. If I feel bad, I feel bad. If I feel good, I feel good. It's a part of living. I ended up not having to cut anyone out of my life, I just can't allow myself to focus on the things that would bring me down.

I just feel really complete. For maybe the first time in my life, I feel like a complete person. A lot of that is knowing yourself and having confidence. But there is more. Maybe it's realizing that no matter how much you may want someone, you don't need anyone.

I plan on feeling like this tomorrow, and for many days and years to come.