The New Normal

I've been thinking recently. This is it. This is the new normal. It's actually pretty good. I feel like a completely different person than I was half a year ago. Some things could be better, but I guess that's life. Whatever I'm dealing with now is probably what I'll be dealing with for a while. This is who I am, and I actually kind of like it.

Sometimes I wonder what I was like a year ago. I wonder why people used to like me. I feel that I've pushed a lot of people away and I regret that. Maybe we aren't meant to show people all of who we are. I dunno. People make fun of me a lot and it sometimes hurts. They don't know it. But, oh well, I guess that's life too. I'll just keep being me. I'd rather have a few people like me for who I really am than a whole bunch of people like me for what they perceive me to be.