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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Decisions

Right now the hardest part of life is dealing with some major decisions. Especially this one in particular.

Yeah, I have a ton of school related things. Also some life choices. Financial stuff. There's all that. But that's not what's really weighing me down. I'll figure that all out. It will work out in the end somehow.

I have this one major dilemma on my mind. I pulled out good ol' dictionary.com for this one. The definition of a dilemma is "a situation requiring a choice between equally undesirable alternatives.", and that's exactly what I have here. The situation that I'm in is a bit unprecedented for me. I've never had to face this circumstance before.

I haven't told anyone about this decision. No one knows what going on inside of me. I'm not so sure anyone would understand. Actually, I sometimes wonder if anyone would really care.

Neither of the options that I have to choose from are going to be incredibly easy on me. I don't know what I'm going to choose.

I'm not even going to write out my problem in here. I don't want to be reminding of the turmoil that's going on in my brain. I just want to figure it out and put it behind me.

I hate it because it all has to do with feelings/emotions and how I'm going to handle them. What road do I want my life to go down? This decision could have a major impact on the rest of my life.

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